During that time, I had difficulties with getting out of my bed, concentrating during class, eating and I was very self-critical. I would put myself down at every mistake and I pushed myself into a corner. And more than a month ago, I've tried to end my life at night in my room by strangling myself with my own hands... I went to my doctor the day after that for seeking help. I was really hopeless and desperated. I felt inferior to everyone.
On that same very day, I got hospitalised for a month and got discharged on 17/06. I couldn't participate during the finals and I don't plan to do them in Auguste. All I need to do now is to take a long break from every activity, except for going out with friends and anything that's not stressful.
Right now, I have difficulties with insomnia, memory loss and eating (eating much less).
If you're in the same situation or you know someone like that... Please, seek for help or help that person. For those who want to help: don't be pushy and impatient. Depression is a severe problem and needs to be handled with care.
Many kisses and hugs! & Good Luck 💕💪
