Hi everyone! How have you been? I'm doing quite well at the moment and I'm slowly recovering, but that's okay.
I didn't post anything last month because I was travelling with my family. (I wanted to spend QT with them and I'm going back home this month, next week)
My therapy begins right after when I've returned and I still have to decide whether I'm going to study this year or not. My mother will support my decisions because she understands what I need the most at this moment.
During my vacation, I've came to realization that my family was shocked because of my actions (months ago). My grandfather died last year and if I died this year... They will be devastated. Not only them, but the people who care about me will be like that too.
Right now, I'm doing my best to live happily, but it's not easy. I'm someone who tends to look on the negative side of things + wandering in the past. I need to learn to let things go and forgive in order to move on, like my family does. They showed me that there's still hope when I'm still alive and that I can become someone else's hope, when the opportunity arises.
Xoxoxo
