Insecurities And Qualities

Hi everyone! How have you been doing? I'm doing very well at the moment.

Today, I'm going to talk about my insecurities. Everyone has them. And after that, I'm going to talk about my qualities.

First and foremost, I have insecurities about my height. I'm not tall like I would like to be. I'm only 1m50 (4 ft 92). But I'm trying my best to accept my height. Cause being small is cute + I can economise money while buying clothes in the child section. 😂 

Secondly I don't like my calves. I think they're too muscular and thick. I don't think I have slim calves, but my legs bring me to places and I can run very fast. 

Then I don't like my hairy body. I'm quite hairy for a girl.

And last but not least, I would like to improve my social skills. I'm a very shy person and I would like to be more outgoing.

Up to the next! Now, I'm going to talk about my qualities. 😊 

First, I like my face a lot! I think my face is small and cute. 

Secondly, I like my hands a lot! I'm quite handy, but I can be clumsy sometimes. I think it's cute.

Then I like my voice, I can express myself (singing) with it.

And last but not least, I like my personality in general. I'm strict, but I'm not a tyrant. I'm gentle, but not overly nice. I can be mean, but I'm not a mean person. I like to listen to other people's concerns and love to help them!

That's it for today! See you next time!! ❤️

Things To Look Forward To

Hi everyone! How have you been lately? I'm doing very well at the moment.

Today, I'm going to talk about things I'm looking forward to.

First and for all, I have to say that there are times when I feel at my worst, till I can't look forward to the future. I'm a very pessimistic person, but I'm trying my best to look at things on the bright side. 

As long as we're alive, there're still new opportunities for us. As long as we're alive, it's not hopeless (yet). 

"Trauma is irreversible. How it shapes us is our choice." - Sasha Joseph Neulinger

It's true that we got hurt and bruised. But we are the ones who make the choice about how we carry  on our life. Don't let the trauma shape your present and future. You're not the trauma and the trauma doesn't define your identity. You. Are. You. Remember that.

Right now, I'm looking forward to things in my life: I'll be travelling for a month with my mother, spending time with my family and the Chinese New Year. I can't wait to see my family again! 

That's it folks! 

Disappointment

Hi everyone! How have you guys been lately? I'm not feeling very well at the moment, cause my phone got stolen and my date wasn't present because of a misunderstanding.

I really looked forward to my very first date, but yeah... Misunderstandings can always happen when you don't know the person very well. 

And I can't blame myself for getting my phone stolen. I really feel disappointed. I don't understand the mindset of those pickpockets... And I'll never understand them. 

I talked about my disappointment to my friends and they all consoled me. And I felt better because of that and also because I felt disappointed. I was able to express my feelings like I promised to my friends and mother.

If you feel disappointed, just feel it and wait until it gets over. I know that this feeling is one of the most uncomfortable feelings of all feelings. But you have to feel it in order to move on. Don't rush. Feel it and express it. It's going to be ok.

That's it folks! Good Luck!!