Hi everyone! ^_^ How have you been? I'm doing quite well, except for my voice. Cause I've lost it :')). Valentine's Day is just around the corner and I thought... Why not write something about "Love"?
To me, "Love" is a very complicated feeling because I haven't really experienced it (I'm 20 now... And yep, I'm a late bloomer). I can only feel "the love" for my family, friends and the other people that I care about. But I don't know how it feels like to "fall in love" with someone. And I know the reason why I don't...
It's because I don't let "Love" in. Letting "Love" in also means that you don't put up any (emotional) barriers/walls between your loved one and yourself. And the scariest thing is the feeling of being vulnerable and showing it to the one you love. I'm still NOT ready for it!
I'd rather give love and affection to someone than to receive it. (I feel really uncomfortable: getting a sudden hug from someone, even when that person is well-known to me or patting my head.)
I feel happy when my friends are happy with their loved ones, but I feel different when it comes to myself, because I don't think I deserve it... (Even when they've pointed out my positive aspects. ^_^') - Sorry!!
Letting "Love" in is something that takes time, whether it's over a short or a long period. You are the only one who's going to decide if you're ready for it or not. And if that person isn't respecting your decision(s), then he/she is not worthy of you.
Lovies & Good Luck!
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